
Nostalgia, 2021


with november scraped skin, subdued starlight
blew our features away, wind pulling our
sleepy
eyelids
apart
until flimsy tears flooded from our weary eyes
under the pomegranate moon
the sun
the earth
the moon
their gazes met
in a passionate affair
that candied copper blush
illuminated our young faces
pennies glinting in fountain water
wishes wandering, waiting
rusted and pink like soft raw flesh
like infant love
dreary dreams, disappearing
metal oxidized—green
tired, rusted
but we were no fleeting fling
we were denser than the flowing water
we sank to the bottom
and did not move
our color stained the concrete we stood on
or so we believed
but i loved the taste of that pomegranate
in the sky—sugary
it would crumble, fade deliciously
in my mouth
while we watched, firmly
planted
in the soil below
Zuha Jaffar
In my solitude, I am never truly alone. Not-so-subtle cameras line the walls of my cage. Figures armed with syringes peer at their specimen through thick glass, draped in white, masquerading as innocent. Alongside the red blinking lights, the incessant itch at the back of my skull is always watching. The itch whispers to me, scoffing at my cowardice, mocking me with unspeakable schemes.
When it laughs, the horrible, grating noise echoes in the chasm of my skull. Warm blood trickles into my hands, their vice-like grip futilely clasped over my ears, while the red eye above does nothing but blink.
The doctors tell me I’m sick, that I’m locked away for my own good, that I need to be a good girl and endure, that I mustn’t infect my saviors in white. But I’ve been thinking. The cell door is locked from the outside, and everyone has a key but me. How safe am I in my cage, if my greatest threats can walk right in and rattle the bars?
My condition is deteriorating, and the itch in the back of my brain is demanding me to act. I can’t tell from these thoughts which are my own, and which are not. My eyes are swimming in blood, and the world’s reflection is crimson red. My head is crowded past capacity and it hurts.
The voice hisses warnings. It claims they’re slowly poisoning me, eliminating the threat to mankind and giving in to public outrage, after so many months, hours, minutes of involuntary research. For, who really cares about ethics when the lives of your children are at stake?
If humanity won’t save me, I will save myself. If I’m going to suffer death, it will not be in chains. The itch mutters fervently, dazzled with the prospect of escape. It tells me that we are one, that it would never abandon me or discard me like trash as the rest of mankind has. It tells me we’re special, that we’re the catalyst for the future. And I’ve always wanted to be special, I think.
Soon, we will leave this facility and finally breathe fresh air. The sun’s warmth will seep into our skin once again. We were born in the dark, cloaked in shadows. But in our impending freedom, I will ensure that we die in the light.
Isabella Kaufman

Nico Mestre
I had time on my hands (you in my arms)—
O how lovely then were those carefree nights
Of stolen glances and killing kisses,
Of vanquishing vamps and whispered tempests,
Of Love’s sweat flowing forth like marmalade.
Let those whose youthful lives are meaningless
Savor in that most blesséd luxury
Before the world forces meaning on them;
Let them give their heart, not to know wisdom,
And to know vexing madness and folly;
Rather let them get their education
From sweet nothings and pretty dalliance.
Josh Rubin

I folded the red one by tossing the arms back and then flipping it in half, making sure to keep the middle part together just like you taught me the day before you leaned past your mom and waved back at me from the passenger’s seat, looking through the green to see if I was still smiling or had turned to walk home (we thought it out) because I needed time to process.
Nico Mestre

My father & I found a campsite overrun by pomp
& sanctioned squarely. The extended families
Must’ve taken their time in the afternoon to bolster 15-
Pronged tents, or one father did it all in the fifteen
Before we got there. In any case the lot was substantial
So we backed in sideways, our feet facing the lake.
49. My father. Fifty-six. Adjacent others keeping
The kids busy while numbers kept them warm. We kept
Trying, blowing like furious men into our kind of structure,
Wondering why nothing caught. Not long after
I clambered back into the camper & made a to-do list:
Pack for Atlanta
Get computer fixed
Find husband
Stay happy—
I opened to rips of merigold over the water.
Henry Koskoff